Am I Doing Enough?

The weekend was a busy one in our household. I taught Sabbath School in the infant's class and then I was back home to prepare for a baby shower that I was hosting with others. I was dying to take an HPT, so I did and unfortunately, it came back a BFN. I really did not know what to think about it and becasue I was in the throws of preparation, I haven't thought about it until this evening.

Being on the Clomid has seemed to throw off my cycle and make my PMS soar. I have every symptom of a PG woman, but no baby is growing inside of me. So now, I am waiting for AF so that I start my second cycle of Clomid at 100mg.

I have been thinking that I am not doing enough to get PG with PCOS...like I am missing something. Maybe there is a test, maybe it is my diet, maybe the frequency of sex...I am just not sure. My spirit tells me that these thoughts are just a trick of the enemy trying to discourage me, while my mind and body say that I am doing something wrong. I JUST DO NOT KNOW...and it is starting to drive me mad. My faith is not wavering about being blessed with a baby...I just somehow feel that I am slowing up the process.

Once again...this is nothing that can't be answered with prayer, but as I wait for an answer, I will still wonder.
NikNak