9.01.2006

No Real News

Well, Ken met with his urologists today, and after reading the reports, it appears that the news is neither good nor bad. They were able to get counts and his motility was good, but unfortuantely, the temp of the samples, upon testing, were lower than what they wanted. This will due to transport time and the time that the lab was able to test. The volume of the samples was not enough either, so now they want to run more tests. So, it looks like he is back to the doctor on Tuesday for lab work...essentially, more tests.

I am pretty numb right now...just wondering if the Lord really keeps ALL of his promises, because the one that I thought was a promise for me, cannot possibly be true now. I really belived that he said that I would be holding our baby in my arms before our next anniversary, but this is no longer possible...we have passed the date unless there is some premature baby on the way. I am really begin to think that he may have meant by adoption...but who knows at this point. Just in a weird place right now...so Orlando is starting to look better and better. Please keep us in your prayers as we move forward into whatever the Lord may have in store for us.

In His love...NikNak

2 comments:

Jenny said...

Just thinking of you both today. I'm still holding onto that promise, because I can't imagine that our God who's kept every other promise He's made, would drop the ball this time.

Out of curiousity, are you sure that it was this coming anniversary in your vision?

Lots of love to you!

Niki said...

Keep the faith Nik.

God is still in the miracle business,